Sunday, September 16, 2007

I Wish I Was Bold

Bold on the outside.

Bold on the inside.

Bold athwart and bold below.

Bold in bed,

Bold in the board room.


Bold in the face of callous adolescence,

Bold in defense of Scaly Boy behind

the counter at the burger dive

during high school lunch hour.


I wish I were bold

In the chill of river water,

In the verve of leisure time,

In the solitude of last night

(All last nights).


Instead I mistrust myself,

Depend on others

Limit this, then that;

Narrow, become pale


Til I sit in this expansive

Cathedral of light and pine

Smelling so vehemently of home.

(cc) Karen G. Johnston

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